Monday, November 30, 2009'
Its all about losing yourself~
Why__ __me?
The pain was subtle
But its definitely there
Nothing can be done...
I can only endure
All I care
Now is
U
"~Chemistry~"
Wednesday, November 25, 2009'
Its all about losing yourself~
You simply just left
Like how the previous time u choose not to delete him over me
Same scenario again, you just wanna club and rather have me
Yea I hurt you like everyone else did
You hurt me like no one else did before...
I hate you...
"~Heart wrenching~"
Monday, November 23, 2009'
Its all about losing yourself~
My flaws
My obliviousness
My price to pay
My promise to hold
My worth to prove
My fault
My responsibility
and
My Love...
I'm truly sorry
"~There's always a price to pay~"
Sunday, November 22, 2009'
Its all about losing yourself~
Sorry just lost its effectiveness
I just lost my mind
She just lost all her hopes
I'm just as lost as you are
You have no explanation for your wrongdoings
Neither do I
I really can't keep up to your perfectionism
But you drop your standards and starting to be a lil more forgiving...
And there I am doing all those stupid mistakes
Sigh...
You never fail to slam all those errors in my face
Hounding me for an explanation
But you never fail to be right
And I'm always left speechless
"Sorry" was all that i could ever said to you
Now its an overrated word...
Why do I still wanna be with you?
Myself and some of them may ask
Answer is pretty simply
I can't live without you anymore
You just became one of the reason why I should be alive
I can only pray you'll forgive me now
But chances are...
Not looking good I say
....
"~Why?~"
Thursday, November 19, 2009'
Its all about losing yourself~
I'm just Me too
I made mistake sometimes too
I can't forever read whats in your mind
Sometimes you gotta tell me first...
Afterall all we've been thru you're still judging me
Judging thru one mistake...
I'm not perfect really
Everything is so unfair...
I know it'll never be...
I'm just a fool that still loves her thats all
No one will understand why I'm doing all this
Not even myself
I'll just bite my lips yet again
And embrace this
Will i ever give up?
No but i just gradually feeling less unappreciated
All this must be the works of Karma
I'm sure of it
Repaying what I've owed
*sigh...*
"~I hate reality...~'
Thursday, November 12, 2009'
Its all about losing yourself~
Feeling a little lost in reality
Was about to fall asleep
When all those hidden thoughts just struck me
It struck me hard
Thank you my realistic self
For splashing all your thesis and theory of life
Slapping it in my face at such a appropriate time
Sigh...I fucking hate how my brain works
Now I'm surfing the net aimlessly
And listening to trance
In hopes it will take away my thoughts
Jeez...all i wanted was just to sleep
Can't you just pick a better timing
Dear Wise Ol' Vincent's Brain?
I need chocolates man =/
"~Self-Conflicting Contradictions~"
Wednesday, November 11, 2009'
Its all about losing yourself~
After all that we've been thru
After we've come so far
We're still back to square one now...
You're still you and I am still me
Same mistakes
Arguements for the same reasons as usual...
I really do need a little hope a times...
A little strength from you to push me through
But...you always just expect me to be flawless
I am really overwhelmed by issues...
Guess i should keep things to myself
And handle it the way i always have
Shouldn't trouble anyone with my troubles
After all its my own problem
Baby I'm sorry for my attitude...
I should've known better what i should say
Sorry for not always being there physically and mentally
I'm really not a good boyfriend
Sorry for letting be on your own when you needed a cushion to fall back on...
I'm really sorry...
"~I fall sometimes too...~"
Friday, November 6, 2009'
Its all about losing yourself~
I hear you baby...
I hear your cries
I hear your sorrow
And i know your pain
But remember you're not alone
I may not be physically there all the time
But I'm walking with you
Be it in any form of senses
I'm always there
We made too many right wrongs
Assumptions and pessimistic nevertheless
We tried so hard just to get where we are now
Don't give up
Continue your path
Even if you stopped
Fret not
I'll come by and push you on
We'll make all the wrongs right this time
You're not alone baby
Do your best and I'll do mine
We'll make it through as always
We will
I Love You
=)
"~Cross path Un-crossed~"
Wednesday, November 4, 2009'
Its all about losing yourself~
It was happy-sad week
Extreme ends of both...
Shan't go into details
Anyway Internet is finally back up
Halloween pictures are on their way(Stares at Rowena)
I had all of my share uploaded
So yea check em out on Facebook =)
Things seems to be going slow but at a better pace now
But i still resent you still contacting...
I'll never accept that
Its harder to swallow than candies fact
Really...hard...
But I'll deal with it somehow like i promised...
Hope I'll be able to handle it
Ignored my emotions
You're more important =)
Iloveyou
"~Back on that pages we left off~"
