Let The Music Take Control

Monday, September 28, 2009'

Its all about losing yourself~

Should just pulled that goddamn trigger
I've just achieved the highest rank in stupidity
How hard is it to just pause for a fucking moment
And think about the FUCKING consequences?
Its just that hard for me...
Thank God for bestowing me with this awesome ability to be oblivious and extreme laziness
I've no else to blame but me...
FUCK my goddamn pathetic nature
(Don't worry I'm just pissed at myself not someone)

"~Screwed~"

blogged @ 2:53 PM

Thursday, September 24, 2009'

Its all about losing yourself~

What's left was just another tragedy
Self-made and inexcusable
Deranged words I dispose under impulse
Causes One to cringe in pain
One that I Love most
Yet hurt the most
What a travesty
When all this while One's issue is actually Insignificant comparing to mine...
Reconstructing a shipwreck
Requires more then just words
Hope it'll sail smoothly once more
Like how we always wanted...

Sorry baby...

"~What a Sin...~"

blogged @ 12:46 AM

Monday, September 14, 2009'

Its all about losing yourself~

Usual excuse
"No time to blog"

Working at Lot,stock and barrel is... ermmm
Let me put it this way
New place, Higher pay but Shitier Boss
=/

Been partying quite a bit this few weeks
And the spending is OMFG high
Too many freaking important birthdays this month
Can't help it i guess?

And recently is getting really tiring...
Mentally and physically
From everything else except my mp3
Issue everywhere anytime
Problems. complication, arguements, you name IT
I really do feel like running at times
Cause its really seems like no one really ever understands how my fucking retarded brain works
Perhaps i suck in general
Yea maybe that's why
I'm really wanna getaway trip...
Travel to somewhere and backpack alone
The tranquility and solitary really tempts me
But on the realistic note, its impossible...

All in all
Conclusion is...
I need MONEY!!!!!!
It will solve all my troubles really...
=(

"~Silence~"

blogged @ 4:30 AM