Thursday, October 29, 2009'
Its all about losing yourself~
Hi Vincent you're back
=)
"~Am I?~"
Tuesday, October 27, 2009'
Its all about losing yourself~
Left devastated
One night of confusion
Another of torment
Lost nearly till the brink of breakdown
My limits has been endlessly tested
Really close to being done
I really fallen too deep for you
Beyond stupidity and foolishness
End my suffering will you?
Save me from all these...
Kill me with a harsh decision to leave me
Or let me silently fall back into your arms
And whisper to me "It's alright now"
Please...
I'm begging you
Save me...
"~And i still Love you...~"
Monday, October 19, 2009'
Its all about losing yourself~
As it flows down...
Only then i realized
How...
Much...
I...
Truly love you...
"~I'm falling apart~"
Sunday, October 18, 2009'
Its all about losing yourself~
Mind-Fucked by the ticking sound
Every second thinking about the "Vacation"
Torturous...
I can't even fall asleep...
Neither anything I'm doing could distract me...
What am i doing?
Unanswerable...
All i know i don't fucking enjoy this...
Who to blame?
Unfortunately myself...
I can't take back my words anymore
Too late...
How i wish you're back in my arms like how its suppose to be...
I miss you till the point of frustration...
And its only the 1st night of this "Vacation"
Can we end this now?
Contradiction as always
Messed up me...
"~Do you feel the same?~"
Saturday, October 17, 2009'
Its all about losing yourself~
Save me...
"~It hurts...~"
Tuesday, October 6, 2009'
Its all about losing yourself~
This time it really hurts
Intensity of it is just indescribable
I'll just cringe up in one corner
And deal with it myself
No one really bothers how i feel anyway
Not even Her...
I'll just get use to it like always
Its just me alone as usual
"~Make-shift Clown~"