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Tuesday, July 14, 2009'
Its all about losing yourself~

You know how when you're young
You always wanted to attend one of your Relative funerals?
Cause you'll get reasons not to go school/work.
After waiting for 21years
I finally had my turn to attend one of my Relative's funeral
This time it was one of my Aunt in m'sia
Everyone was there...friends, relatives, etc...
They all seems like they don't know each other
So cold and distant towards everyone else
But when they all paid their last respect
Every single of them teared...except ME
Those tears shed symbolise something...
They felt the same way and that shows the link between all of those strangers and unknown figures there.
Me?
I'm the only one feeling so distant towards everyone else now...
Maybe perhaps I'm not sympathetic enough to feel that pain
The pain everyone else had...
What's wrong with me?
I can't really answer that as well...
How hard is it to actually just cry?
Maybe i'm just a cold-hearted person
...


Rest In Peace Aunt Ho




"~Emotions Nulled~"
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    Vincent
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