Randomness Lives In ME

2010-06-29T03:22:00.002+08:00

I
Just
Want
To
Be
Left
Alone
Sometimes...

"~Solitaire~"

2010-06-25T01:25:00.002+08:00

Sometimes
You tend to cross those lines
With good/bad intention
Whichever it may be
I'm completing this circle soon
I don't see people stopping me
I don't see why i should as well
I'll break out of this one day
Maybe not...
It's kinda safe actually
=)

"~Condescending-self oddball Me~"

2010-06-21T05:47:00.002+08:00

"Worrying WORKS! 90% of the stuff i worry about don't happen!"
Therefore, I've lots of worrying to do
Keep me busy yea?
What's a few more compared to the thousands?
Smile i should they say
So i shall
=)

"~Unproven Thesis's Magic~"

2010-06-19T09:26:00.002+08:00

Ridiculously broke
Pays' coming only in 3 weeks
Rejected a few party invitation
Deprived of clubbing
Scrimping like a homeless
3 words
3 syllabus acronym
You know it best when you're in deep shit

(F.M.L)
FUCK
MY
LIFE

Period

"~W.C.(Wah chui...)~"

Fausto vs Wragg & Log:One - Welcome to Your Nightmare

2010-06-17T04:58:00.001+08:00

From the looks of it...
Yup! guess I'm back blogging~
Or at least till my brain runs dry of thoughts...
And the last time i checked?
My mind is still all over GodknowsWHY? realms
Intriguing isn't it?
Until i figure this fucked up pandemonium brain of mine
I'll let the music take control for now
Nothing unusual
Just the usual

"~Trancenation~"

2010-06-16T01:10:00.002+08:00

Burned the dancefloor at home
Withdrawal symptoms i guess?
Afterall it's been 2 weeks since i seek release
My drugs efficiency are clearly fading
I really hate being a Gemini sometimes
The war between myself
Just
Never seems to end...
I know i know
Only i can save myself
Jeez... this sucks seriously
=/

"~Double the Trouble~"

2010-06-15T02:13:00.002+08:00

Losing track
Station's gone
Maps burned
Compass screwed
Where to now?
No idea actually...
You need to find yourself

"~Derailed~"

2010-06-12T04:06:00.002+08:00

Seriously...
YOU'RE OUT OF MY LIFE FOR AWHILE
SO MAKE THINGS STAY THAT WAY
NO MORE 'IMDRUNKANDINEEDYOU' SHIT
FIND SOMEONE ELSE GODDAMNIT
DON'T CALL MY PHONE,MY HOUSE
Wait here's the main point...
DON'T FUCKING CALL MY MOM EVER
I'M SERIOUS TIRED AND SICK OF YOU
GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE
I know you're reading this
SO READ THIS POST AND UNDERSTAND
FUCK OFF

"~Psychotic Bitches~"

2010-06-10T04:34:00.002+08:00

Hi

I know it's been awhile
Recently Life'scomplimentaryissues had been...
Quite consistent for everyone
Most of my close buddies are having shitload of issues
Especially this week itself
Not to mention my fair share of it too
It's really agonizing at times
When you can't do anything to help but only able to hear them out
We'll get thru this everyone
Somehow?
Not sure how i can get out of mine actually
Only in time to come
We'll know the outcome...

"~The unspoken's agony~"

2010-03-23T01:56:00.002+08:00

What the FUCK?

Nop! You're not seeing this wrongly
Yes finally a blogpost after months of disappearance
Gonna be updating regularly now
(IF I've time XD)

Well alot has happened over this few months
I'm still...kinda lost deep within
Not visible for everyone to see
Not easily understood by everyone as well
But all's good i guess?

OK
Fuck this shit
Months after months of Emo blogging
And yet now I'm back and I'm still at it?
Joke.

Let's restart a lil
TRANCE REPUBLIC!!!
But before that...

Yes pardon my for my horrendous alcohol tolerance
Lucky it happened there and then
ALMOST went home cause Row suggested it
THANK GOD I didn't haha anyway here's more of that night!

Hi Ro... i mean Roxanne?!?!

Yes...
There's two of them
Say hi to Roxanne and Rowena

Trouble always comes in double
Hmmm...
But yea that night was pretty much awesome
This guys are really worth looking out for
Plus their next gig is on 3rd!
I'm so gonna attend it
Trance Republic is gonna make it big in the future
I'm sure of it!!

In anycase
That's all for now
Will be back with more!!
Stay tuned!

"~What can you do, when it's all said and done?~"

2010-01-20T23:27:00.002+08:00

You actually remembered today...
Happy 20th...

-Those memories that still clings-

"~The world just shutdown for awhile..~"

2010-01-13T18:11:00.002+08:00

I wanna move on

I need to make myself give up

I'm done tearing myself apart

Now its time to piece up and move on

I gladly take your hatred

That's how i wanted it anyway

Glad it worked

Now I've my reason

I'll continue my journey now

Thanks for the memories

Just hate me and slam my name

I know you would

I'll gladly accept it

Goodbye Eneida

I was never a good bf

Neither were we meant to be together

Take care...

Farewell my loved

"~I made it ugly, but it's ok~"

2010-01-12T23:53:00.001+08:00

I'm a bastard

"~Made to be one~"

2010-01-04T01:50:00.002+08:00

Take your weapons back
They're fancy and definitely deadly
Enjoy
You're definitely enjoying
No doubt about that

"~No its not a happy 2010 for me~"

2009-12-31T16:07:00.002+08:00

Pathetically scarred memories are the only thing
That I'm going to start my brand new year with
And as you stare at the mirror
Asking
"What happened?"
Silence is the only things that answered
I don't like all this at all...
But too bad
Its all too late
You won't be here anymore
I made it that way
And you're not gonna forgive
I'm shutting myself within again
You won't understand
Neither do you care anymore
...

"~Hi 2010~"

2009-12-28T23:36:00.002+08:00

Just had my first cosplay experience
Always wanted to try it
But
Not really satisfied due to the turnout of events
Nevertheless we made it thru
For a moment the pain was nullified...
Now its back again
Its gonna be another few more rough nights
Where are you...
I regret...

"~Pathetic Me~"

2009-12-20T22:36:00.002+08:00

Finally i hear the voice of someone who sees deeper
Someone who've been through the worst
Her words of advices
Really moved me...
She told me what everyone didn't

"If you really love her, then don't give up trusting"

"How many chances can you find love
someone in this world (which contains so many type of ppl)
and you still found her"

She also told me something I've to look for
I'll heed your words wisely
Thank you Fonnis
Thank you...

"~My Dear Ol'friend~"

2009-12-18T22:00:00.001+08:00

I just still love her goddamn much...
Why do things have to turn out this way...
Why are we like this...
Why...

"~Devastated~"

2009-12-18T20:58:00.002+08:00

Nobody realise i still want her
Even though of my tough words...
Why do i love her so much...
Yet she still loves her...
Unfair....
So unfair....

"~Karma~"

2009-12-17T21:46:00.002+08:00

I'm falling into your vision of obscurity
I deserve
They say our love is a travesty
Partially
I say we still love each other
Deep within
Move on
I need to move on...

"~Tears~"

2009-12-16T19:21:00.002+08:00

I left not because i gave up
Not because i didn't love you
Not because of anger
Its Candy
No point explaining yourself anymore
Its over
Congratulations for losing everything
JUST for her
I'm done
Farewell
They were right afterall...

"~It was all a mistake...~"

2009-12-11T00:45:00.003+08:00

Now look
Yes everyone
I know its my fault
I started this
The protagonist was me all this while
If i had kept my mouth shut
With your secrets
If didn't tell the world your feelings
NOTHING would have gone wrong
I'm sorry i confine a little too much
Said some unnecessary details
And cause all this
I really didn't think about it that much
Till this shit happens
And you desperately trying to get your point thru
Into my empty nutshell
Trying make me understand I'm at fault
Yes now i do
I really do
Be it whether I'm angry, sad, not even remotely remorseful...
I GET YOUR EFFING POINT
YES FUCK MY LIFE
I screw it up none lesser than everyone else
I make friends turn against each other
And just left my Gf die emotionally alone
I wasn't even there when she needs me
I'm fucking ugly
I'm fucking stupid
I've a FUCKED UP ANGER
Me being angry DOESN'T mean i don't understand
YOU WHOEVER IS READING THIS
GF's Friend, My cliques, My "Alliance"
WHOEVER THE FUCK YOU ARE
JUDGING ME JUST BY LISTENING TO HER?
You try dating my HER yourself
AND THEN YOU GAIN THE RIGHT TO JUDGE ME

(Anger aside...)
Yes I know i revealed your secrets to the world
Causing all that issues you're having
And destroying one of your most highly regarded
Friendship
And causing them to even turn on you now
I know you hate me...
Hating me for destroying what you trusted
I know you just wanted me to admit my mistake...
I am sorry...
Rowena and Natasha
Please don't blame her
She didn't expect those thoughts to be heard by anyone else except me
She didn't expect to have to deal with this...
And her Bf didn't get it till today
I'm really sorry for everything
You guys go ahead and take sides now
I stand alone for a protagonist needs no allies
He's just an outcast waiting to be judged yet by someone
I'm Messed up
and
I Fuck My Life Up

"~Spare me no mercy~"

2009-12-08T23:25:00.002+08:00

Looking back at all the post i had since July...
Just hit me hard once again...
Reminded me of everything
Had the impulse to give you another chance
But fear is still enveloping me...
My Nigga is right
But my Heart isn't lying as well
Reality<--?-->Feelings
My cheeks are drenched again as i type...
So much pain...
Yet so much love...

"~Why...?~"

2009-12-06T12:56:00.002+08:00

So its gonna end this way
You finally decided to leave
Good for you
At least you're making decision now
I understand you won't turn back anymore
I hope whoever you decide to be with next
Won't hurt you as much as everyone else did
I don't deny I still Love you
But I'm afraid as well...
Take care Baby for this is the last time
I Love you
Farewell

"~Hopes~'

2009-12-05T04:39:00.000+08:00

As I Drown...

"~No point getting dry anymore...~"

2009-12-03T23:09:00.002+08:00

There you are with your perfect way
You’ve got that little shine in your eyes
To hear one word would make my day
But there’s no room for me in your life

Oh you’ve got me down on my knees
Oh and in my mind I can see
How perfect everything could be
But you won’t give us a try

If I could change your mind
How would you want me
Would you say you need me
Cause I need you now

I try to move on but your perfect way
Has got this little child asking why
But this world keeps spinning
As my heart stops beating
Is there still no room inside

Oh you’ve got me down on my knees
Oh and in my mind I can see
How perfect everything could be
But you won’t give us a try

If I could change your mind
How would you want me
Would you say you need me
Cause I need you now

If I could change your mind
(Please tell me I’m not the only one)
(Please help me believe I’m not the only one)
If I could change your mind

If I could change your mind
How would you want me
Would you say you need me
Cause I need you now
If I could change your mind
How would you hold me
Would you stay forever
Or just leave me here to drown

If I could change your mind
(Change your mind)
If I could change your mind

"~Change~"

2009-12-03T22:17:00.002+08:00

Can you hear me cry?
Can you feel my pain?
Living in denial everything's ok
The agony is growing
I resent and yearn for you
How did we end up this way
Only you can change all this
You make it all better
Hurry
Before its all too late...

"~The real pain is One doesn't only love you~"

2009-11-30T19:58:00.003+08:00

Why__ __me?
The pain was subtle
But its definitely there
Nothing can be done...
I can only endure
All I care
Now is
U

"~Chemistry~"

2009-11-25T20:48:00.002+08:00

You simply just left
Like how the previous time u choose not to delete him over me
Same scenario again, you just wanna club and rather have me
Yea I hurt you like everyone else did
You hurt me like no one else did before...
I hate you...

"~Heart wrenching~"

2009-11-23T23:32:00.002+08:00

My flaws

My obliviousness

My price to pay

My promise to hold

My worth to prove

My fault

My responsibility

and

My Love...
I'm truly sorry

"~There's always a price to pay~"

2009-11-22T10:19:00.002+08:00

Sorry just lost its effectiveness
I just lost my mind
She just lost all her hopes
I'm just as lost as you are
You have no explanation for your wrongdoings
Neither do I
I really can't keep up to your perfectionism
But you drop your standards and starting to be a lil more forgiving...
And there I am doing all those stupid mistakes
Sigh...
You never fail to slam all those errors in my face
Hounding me for an explanation
But you never fail to be right
And I'm always left speechless
"Sorry" was all that i could ever said to you
Now its an overrated word...
Why do I still wanna be with you?
Myself and some of them may ask
Answer is pretty simply
I can't live without you anymore
You just became one of the reason why I should be alive
I can only pray you'll forgive me now
But chances are...
Not looking good I say
....

"~Why?~"

2009-11-19T08:14:00.002+08:00

I'm just Me too
I made mistake sometimes too
I can't forever read whats in your mind
Sometimes you gotta tell me first...
Afterall all we've been thru you're still judging me
Judging thru one mistake...
I'm not perfect really
Everything is so unfair...
I know it'll never be...
I'm just a fool that still loves her thats all
No one will understand why I'm doing all this
Not even myself
I'll just bite my lips yet again
And embrace this
Will i ever give up?
No but i just gradually feeling less unappreciated
All this must be the works of Karma
I'm sure of it
Repaying what I've owed
*sigh...*

"~I hate reality...~'

2009-11-12T13:59:00.002+08:00

Feeling a little lost in reality
Was about to fall asleep
When all those hidden thoughts just struck me
It struck me hard
Thank you my realistic self
For splashing all your thesis and theory of life
Slapping it in my face at such a appropriate time
Sigh...I fucking hate how my brain works
Now I'm surfing the net aimlessly
And listening to trance
In hopes it will take away my thoughts
Jeez...all i wanted was just to sleep
Can't you just pick a better timing
Dear Wise Ol' Vincent's Brain?
I need chocolates man =/

"~Self-Conflicting Contradictions~"

2009-11-11T04:19:00.003+08:00

After all that we've been thru
After we've come so far
We're still back to square one now...
You're still you and I am still me
Same mistakes
Arguements for the same reasons as usual...
I really do need a little hope a times...
A little strength from you to push me through
But...you always just expect me to be flawless
I am really overwhelmed by issues...
Guess i should keep things to myself
And handle it the way i always have
Shouldn't trouble anyone with my troubles
After all its my own problem

Baby I'm sorry for my attitude...
I should've known better what i should say
Sorry for not always being there physically and mentally
I'm really not a good boyfriend
Sorry for letting be on your own when you needed a cushion to fall back on...
I'm really sorry...

"~I fall sometimes too...~"

2009-11-06T05:02:00.002+08:00

I hear you baby...
I hear your cries
I hear your sorrow
And i know your pain
But remember you're not alone
I may not be physically there all the time
But I'm walking with you
Be it in any form of senses
I'm always there
We made too many right wrongs
Assumptions and pessimistic nevertheless
We tried so hard just to get where we are now
Don't give up
Continue your path
Even if you stopped
Fret not
I'll come by and push you on
We'll make all the wrongs right this time
You're not alone baby
Do your best and I'll do mine
We'll make it through as always
We will
I Love You
=)

"~Cross path Un-crossed~"

2009-11-04T12:14:00.002+08:00

It was happy-sad week
Extreme ends of both...
Shan't go into details
Anyway Internet is finally back up
Halloween pictures are on their way(Stares at Rowena)
I had all of my share uploaded
So yea check em out on Facebook =)

Things seems to be going slow but at a better pace now
But i still resent you still contacting...
I'll never accept that
Its harder to swallow than candies fact
Really...hard...
But I'll deal with it somehow like i promised...
Hope I'll be able to handle it
Ignored my emotions
You're more important =)
Iloveyou

"~Back on that pages we left off~"

2009-10-29T05:17:00.001+08:00

Hi Vincent you're back
=)

"~Am I?~"

2009-10-27T06:22:00.002+08:00

Left devastated
One night of confusion
Another of torment
Lost nearly till the brink of breakdown
My limits has been endlessly tested
Really close to being done
I really fallen too deep for you
Beyond stupidity and foolishness
End my suffering will you?
Save me from all these...
Kill me with a harsh decision to leave me
Or let me silently fall back into your arms
And whisper to me "It's alright now"
Please...
I'm begging you
Save me...

"~And i still Love you...~"

2009-10-19T05:19:00.002+08:00

As it flows down...
Only then i realized
How...
Much...
I...
Truly love you...

"~I'm falling apart~"

2009-10-18T03:12:00.002+08:00

Mind-Fucked by the ticking sound
Every second thinking about the "Vacation"
Torturous...
I can't even fall asleep...
Neither anything I'm doing could distract me...
What am i doing?
Unanswerable...
All i know i don't fucking enjoy this...
Who to blame?
Unfortunately myself...
I can't take back my words anymore
Too late...
How i wish you're back in my arms like how its suppose to be...
I miss you till the point of frustration...
And its only the 1st night of this "Vacation"
Can we end this now?
Contradiction as always
Messed up me...

"~Do you feel the same?~"

2009-10-17T16:36:00.002+08:00

Save me...

"~It hurts...~"

2009-10-06T04:34:00.003+08:00

This time it really hurts
Intensity of it is just indescribable
I'll just cringe up in one corner
And deal with it myself
No one really bothers how i feel anyway
Not even Her...
I'll just get use to it like always
Its just me alone as usual

"~Make-shift Clown~"

2009-09-28T14:53:00.003+08:00

Should just pulled that goddamn trigger
I've just achieved the highest rank in stupidity
How hard is it to just pause for a fucking moment
And think about the FUCKING consequences?
Its just that hard for me...
Thank God for bestowing me with this awesome ability to be oblivious and extreme laziness
I've no else to blame but me...
FUCK my goddamn pathetic nature
(Don't worry I'm just pissed at myself not someone)

"~Screwed~"

2009-09-24T00:46:00.003+08:00

What's left was just another tragedy
Self-made and inexcusable
Deranged words I dispose under impulse
Causes One to cringe in pain
One that I Love most
Yet hurt the most
What a travesty
When all this while One's issue is actually Insignificant comparing to mine...
Reconstructing a shipwreck
Requires more then just words
Hope it'll sail smoothly once more
Like how we always wanted...

Sorry baby...

"~What a Sin...~"

2009-09-14T04:30:00.002+08:00

Usual excuse
"No time to blog"

Working at Lot,stock and barrel is... ermmm
Let me put it this way
New place, Higher pay but Shitier Boss
=/

Been partying quite a bit this few weeks
And the spending is OMFG high
Too many freaking important birthdays this month
Can't help it i guess?

And recently is getting really tiring...
Mentally and physically
From everything else except my mp3
Issue everywhere anytime
Problems. complication, arguements, you name IT
I really do feel like running at times
Cause its really seems like no one really ever understands how my fucking retarded brain works
Perhaps i suck in general
Yea maybe that's why
I'm really wanna getaway trip...
Travel to somewhere and backpack alone
The tranquility and solitary really tempts me
But on the realistic note, its impossible...

All in all
Conclusion is...
I need MONEY!!!!!!
It will solve all my troubles really...
=(

"~Silence~"

2009-08-28T11:59:00.003+08:00

Left alone in total speechlessness,
Unsure whats right and wrong anymore,
Justice and fairness just doesn't seems appealing to me,
Compromising is...
Foolishly I'm stranded now
Whats coming next,
What should i do?
Questions that just lead to another.
Held on through even though everything,
But everytime you step on my hands,
Asking "Are you sure?"
I didn't let go and just hanged on...
Why?
Cause you meant more to me than myself...

"~Stranded in that Labyrinth~"

2009-08-21T07:58:00.003+08:00

What a Title,
Instantaneously fell for it,
Prologue was a short one,
Introduction went smoothly,
Then came the first paragraph,
Impressed,
Minor spelling errors,
Careless...
But captivating,
Gentle touch to end with the first chapter,
Affection and curiosity kicks in with a little excitement
I'm flipping on to next,
Are you ready my dear Author?
Cause 'One' hope you'll make this title last...
=)

Happy First Month Baby(Author)~!
=P

"~Cosmic Gate was BADASS!!~"

2009-08-12T04:17:00.003+08:00

Wow are you amazed?
You're reading a post from ME!!!!
Yes sorry guys
Much apologizes for MIA-ing due to work(what else...)
Well the new job is really mentally challenging
I'm force to fly with zero knowledge on bartending
I feel bad for not able to be of any good help at times...
But still I'm staying on!
And to my dear friends
I MISS YOU ALL SERIOUSLY!!!
I'll be out of this vicious cycle of working life soon
In about another 4 months?
Just don't feel that I've forgotten about you guys ok??

Dear Butter.

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Short and simple*winks*)
=P

"~The Drive from within~"

2009-08-03T11:33:00.003+08:00

Just one of the many future we share in our foresight

What may comes by is just yet another obstacle

Which all Duets share in their dance of romance
I fell for you not this
Nor for that
You
Past are meant to be there for a reason
Lets document our slender happiness instead
Difficult it may seems
But that makes it all worth while
=)

"~Baby Butter Princess~"

2009-08-03T02:18:00.005+08:00

Long and short stories of SoHo (Finale?)

5 Million DOLLARS club
Bottomless Entertainment Budget
Hire Mediocre Dancers staying in EXPENSIVE Private Estate
Selling Bullshit Soho 'shooter' and earning big time out from that scam
Making new installation every now and then
But JUST can't afford new set of glassware from another supplier...
That A-amazing ISN'T IT?
Well to summarize everything
All that has happened last night
It was a right decision to leave
Sad but true
All in all
I'll miss everyone that i worked well with there
Especially Butter =)

Forget about the odds against you
Grow stronger with this pain
Take no more from no one
Live for yourself
That's cruelty of the reality
Go
Take fly now and take only what you need
We'll still be waiting here till the day you decide to come back with a brand new self
Like it or not
You still have Bikini Bottom friends like us
And that is also one fact that won't change in the many years to come...
I wish you luck my good old friend
Take care

"~Bonds~"

2009-07-31T15:18:00.002+08:00

Long and short stories of SoHo #6

Why is my decision to leave affecting so many?
Am i really worth all this emotion?
If i really do, Why was there nothing done before?
When I seek fairness in pay and all...
Its a joke really
You're able to raise my pay to what the rest are having ONLY when I hand in resignation
That's just ridiculous isn't it?
Whatever it is
Final decision
I'm Leaving for a better offer
That's all to it, nothing more

"~Show No Remorse~"

2009-07-28T01:43:00.002+08:00

Long and short stories of SoHo #5

Underpaid
Verbally abused
Investigated for theft
Wrongly accused
Messed up management
Dumbass Colleagues
Menopause Team Leader
BAH FUCK THIS PLACE
She's right i don't deserve all this
Time to move on...

24/07/09

Celebrated FREDDY'S BIRTHDAY
Dinner at Fisherman's Wharf
Head down to Lunar for a drink
Clubbed at Rebel
And did we enjoy?
OH YOU FUCKING BET!!!
Except RnB really doesn't give me the adrenaline rush anymore...
Oh well the most important thing is...
I got to spend more time with Baby=)
I LOVE YOU!!!
(Pics on Facebook, go check it out~!)

"~Getting Too Emotionally Attached~"

2009-07-21T01:19:00.002+08:00

Long and short stories of SoHo #4

Worked for 2months
And finally Chaos struck Soho
Thousands invaded and rocked the house
We worked hard to serve them
But we partied even harder with the crowd
One MOTHERFUCKING CRAZY NIGHT I'LL NEVER FORGET!!
Drag Queens and impromptu B'day celebration is still as Fun as ever
Loving it(Hope this is where the fun really begins)
=)

P.S.Shall get that nights pictures uploaded soon!!

20 07 2009
Finally another chapter unfolds
How would things turns out?
Well 'One' has to read on to find out
The introductions seems pretty smooth
Just a lil spelling errors here and there
But I don't care
And be sure I'll splash on some colours while reading
But all in all its good
And I won't stop reading on till the author stops
writing that is a PROMISE
I'm excited really
=)

"~Madly in Love~"

2009-07-16T16:18:00.002+08:00

Long and short stories of SoHo #3

Unappreciative?
Continue at this pace you'll lose more Full-timers
Sheesh i gotta make my stand soon
The unfairness just got to a whole new level
Or perhaps I'm just to foolish
Whichever it is...
Drinking with MGM Grand VP is still awesome
=P

"~Tips will save the day?~"

2009-07-14T12:24:00.004+08:00

You know how when you're young
You always wanted to attend one of your Relative funerals?
Cause you'll get reasons not to go school/work.
After waiting for 21years
I finally had my turn to attend one of my Relative's funeral
This time it was one of my Aunt in m'sia
Everyone was there...friends, relatives, etc...
They all seems like they don't know each other
So cold and distant towards everyone else
But when they all paid their last respect
Every single of them teared...except ME
Those tears shed symbolise something...
They felt the same way and that shows the link between all of those strangers and unknown figures there.
Me?
I'm the only one feeling so distant towards everyone else now...
Maybe perhaps I'm not sympathetic enough to feel that pain
The pain everyone else had...
What's wrong with me?
I can't really answer that as well...
How hard is it to actually just cry?
Maybe i'm just a cold-hearted person
...

Rest In Peace Aunt Ho

"~Emotions Nulled~"

2009-07-12T06:59:00.002+08:00

Long and short stories of SoHo #2

If you're stammering when you ARE showing anger
I would pretty much suggest you SHUT UP
=)

I'm so busy recently that I barely have time for myself...
I know i'm neglecting most of my buddies nowadays
And feel HORRIBLE for not meeting up with you guys as much like old times
But please just try to understand and be fair for me alright?
I've not changed, I'm still me...
Just that I'm tied down with all those issues/work and problems
I can't be everywhere at the same time
Working 6 days a week isn't funny and its pretty dam exhausting
If you feel i don't provide you the similar attention i used to when I'm pretty much dam free and lazing around at home all day
Well its really unfair for you to judge me that way...
It just isn't fair...
Sorry to all of my buddies out there~
I miss you guys just as much if you didn't realise...
Will meet up with you guys on my next off day I PROMISE
(Its next week's Sunday)
So yup~ MEET UP SOON MY DEAR FRIENDS!!!
Misses loads~!

"~Unintentional Neglecting~"

2009-07-09T12:02:00.004+08:00

OMG!! finally its my off day~
Well lets start with some overdue pics!!

Phuture'd 01/07/09

More crazier pics can be found on my Facebook
Or Rowena's =P

Long and short stories of SoHo #1

Selfish bastard should never get hold of Signing in/out folders
Cause well... It's self-explanatory =)

Everything seems so perfect

But that's just before the dose of 'Reality'

One doesn't believe in giving up

But only respectful of each others decision

Even if your final conclusion is No

Respect will be paid and you're free

It may all end up in nothingness

But all that i care about is...

That I fell in love with you madly for once...
=)

"~Matters~"

2009-07-02T12:23:00.002+08:00

Guess my blog shall be updated weekly instead =/
One hack of an off day yesterday
Went clubbing with Natasha. Rowena, Calvin and Eneida~
(Pictures shall be uploaded soon i promise =P )

Loads of event and stuff happening at Social House recently too...
My "Reasons-to-leave-list" seems like its having a never ending update and that's NOT good =(
PLUS Political war is getting really prominent this days
Me and Nat is gonna lose a generous tipper due to politics too
My pay is still as shitty
But one main reason why I'm still staying in this shithole?
Is because of the bonds we share...
Contradicting huh?
More updates coming soon!(Provided if i have the time though)

"~Completely Incomplete Project~"

2009-06-25T05:59:00.002+08:00

PLEASE FUCKING LISTEN TO THIS 2 MAD BEATBOXERS!!!!!
Fucking hell this two is upcoming champs i SWEAR!!

But anyway TRANSFORMERS IS OUT!!!!
Gonna catch it with Fred hopefully later this afternoon~

Loads of activities these days~
Really freaking ridiculous to be updating every single thing!!!
But here's some main ones
Drinking session last night at Nat's place
ONE HACK OF A NIGHT!!
Right row?
Our club has been extending hours like randomly this few days
AND ITS SUCKS(Saying in behalf of my dear colleagues)
And i think i got myself a little "Project" on-going right now so yup
Life's pretty havoc for me now...
But than again
CHAOTIC LIFESTYLE RULES!!!
To hell with simple and repetitive life
ITS BORING!!!
Wooohoooo!!!
Damn I'm missing out another great DJ spinning this sat... but oh well he'll come again =)

"~Falling madly...~"

2009-06-16T09:01:00.002+08:00

I'm really on the verge yet again of abandoning my blog...
BUT I'll try my best not to haha!
Seriously sometimes how i wish there is 48 hours a day
Oh yea getting my pay raise soon,
My work place is becoming more and more sleazy,
Hell loads of friends i need to catch up with,
Streetfest was sweet!(Shall update pictures on it soon),
I need a new phone soon?
Planning to get an IPod soon too
Can't wait for 24/06/09
TRANSFORMERS!!!
And yea... that pretty sums up everything for the week
Hmm shall get some pictures posted soon
OH OH!!
Being asked to Shuffle on the bar-top
With your managers, bartenders and all cheering and whistling is kinda fantastic XD
(Pardon me abit for this part of the post =P)
So yup~
That's it for now!

I'm already able to foresee the possible conflicts we might have
But I'm ready for it and I've definitely moved on
Are you?
Don't be hasty on your decision
If all that I've done is still isn't enough after all else
It just simply means I'm not that special guy for you yet
But for now lets walk on and see how this chapter will unfold
Ok?
=)

"~Complicating Complications~"

2009-06-09T05:37:00.002+08:00

Understand this all of you PRC sluts
You'll never get anything other then Uncles
Oh yes some of you are sure drop dead gorgeous
But remember you will and ALWAYS be sluts
Get the definition of "SLUT"
But on the side note~
Getting permission to keep personal tips
That's really cool
=P

"~Read my sign language~"

2009-06-07T15:53:00.002+08:00

Wow i've never been this busy in Life!!!!
And I'm feeling great~
So much to do everyday
Work
Partying after work
More work
More partying after work
Its crazy!!!
Lil updates about Friday night~

Went over to Calvin's chalet
With Bunny, Eneida and Rowena
One hack of a night
Laughter was like endless
Maybe it was due to that "Emotion enhancer" XD
Everything die down later on due to tiredness
Sleep a lil before heading off to work YET again
But working at Soho is becoming more and more enjoyable~!
Love the new found cliques there
=)

"~Missing In Action~"

2009-06-03T11:56:00.003+08:00

Like i said you don't CARE
You don't care our dear Xinger's feeling
You don't care if those issues would be resolved
You just don't GIVE A DAMN do you?
And seriously chatting with you all day on Msn is how you'll define friends to be clingy?
Yes yes whatever you do will piss me off in one way or another
CAUSE IT REALLY DOES PISS ME OFF
Can't you see the big picture?
Do you really think I'm doing this for the sake of you?
Its for the fucking 3 of us you bitch
And how can i forget about the point you're just a pampered little PRINCESS
You can't handle simple issues and you rather run away instead of solving it
"Shut up"
That's all you gotta say? Pathetic
Come to think of it...
I was actually sad that i'm really gonna lose a good friend
Now?
You're not even worth my time talking to
Fucking ridiculous i swear
Sheeesh...

"~Egoist~"

2009-06-03T00:00:00.002+08:00

This is really messed up
I DON'T EVEN HAVE TIME TO BLOG ABOUT MY BIRTHDAY!!!
T_T
Anyways
28/05/09

BIG 21!!!

Well JB CFH before all else to start the day!!

We're like one of the first to arrive!!!

Later on meet up Hammy and Joe
Wished Joe Bon Voyage before he leaves for Taiwan
And seriously THANKS to the both of you in making this celebration happening for me =)
Really appreciate it!

So yup moving on to PIZZA HUT!!
Camwhored abit as usual while waiting for Late-QUEENS

Dinner at Pizza Hut was FABULOUS!!

Everyone tried to "Chop" me cause I'm footing for the bill
BUT thanks to this Superrichdudethatdrivesbmw
He payed for it before i could even see the bill...
Errr really GENEROUS of him
Not sure if he's trying to impress/just plain being nice
STILL Thanks man Yu Cong(Right?)

More random pics while shopping for necessities

Haha i really have to apologise for making everyone squeezing into the small chalet
Like 12 of us?
Haha one hack of a stunt =P
But yea it was all good fun even tho space was really tight in there
Played Mahjong
Betted on Barracat
Watch movies
Like "13 hours in a warehouse"
Freaking scary movie
Almost pissed my pants
I mean the Plastic bag thingy
And the rollerblading ghost??
Wow... scary indeed =X

Shortly after it struck midnight
Sister and all gotta make a move first
And so we bid farewell to them
But they missed out the best part of the night...

Midnight Beach Volleyball and SOCCER!!
Hahah things was abit... Messy and Sweaty
I mean we have to accomandate to an "Uncle" and Aunty
But some Aunty just prove age is not a problem and claim the "Player of the match" Awards
CONGRATULATIONS!!!!
HAHHAHAHA
=P

Last picture to sum up everything
Once again...
THANKS GUYS
For the fun you guys bring,
The gift you guys gave,
And FOR EVERYTHING ESLE SWEET!!!
Love ya all!!!!!!!!!
(More pictures on Facebook)
=)

"~THE BIG 21~"

2009-05-30T16:13:00.002+08:00

Crap totally running low on time
Shall update on my birthday celebration ONCE i have all the necessary pictures!!
Gotta rush off to work in that "Warzone" again =/
Tata!!

"~Busy Bee~"

2009-05-26T05:02:00.003+08:00

Just when i thought i might be the only few that still respect you
But NO you just fuck it up all in one dumb conversation
And i sense that on-going politics war is gonna be on a whole new level by this week
And trust me things is gonna get ugly
But don't worry Father Nigel~
You got a group of loyal followers already
Even if you didn't ask for/made one
Indian Chief for the WIN!!!!
=)

"~It's just as bad...~"

2009-05-25T03:56:00.002+08:00

A&B done an awesome job last night
Everyone was enjoying their spin to the max
Except me i guess?
I'm suppose to be one of those enjoying most
But my emotions seems "Blocked"
I felt as if i lost my love for trance
Not sure why...
But i really want my adrenaline rush back
I wanna feel "free" again
Lose myself in the mist of trance tunes
Shuffling and ignoring how tired my legs are...
I want myself back
Please would someone be nice enough to drag me out of that fantasy "reality" I'm still stuck in?
I'm such a fool
Truly...
And sorry buddies if i spoiled your mood that night
Really am sorry

"~The Mess You Left~"

2009-05-20T00:55:00.002+08:00

I'm lost for words
So much for "I really don't wish to lose you as a friend..."
Just another bullshit huh?
Guess that there is just too much differences
That even remaining as friends
Becomes a chore for you
There's so many "You" I've no idea which is which
A moment you're this
Next moment you're another
I'm not a psychic
Mind games with you is just crazy...
Cause you never care
And it just doesn't matter isn't it?
Yea I'm just another test target for you anyway
There's lots more of "Me" out there waiting to get mind fucked by you literally
And all I've have to say is
It hurts
It really does...

"~Differences~"

2009-05-19T22:26:00.002+08:00

Hmmm after working for 2weeks at Social House
There's still much uncertainty to whether is it worth staying...
I mean i enjoy working with my colleagues there(Not all actually =P )
And I've learn alot of stuff during this period
Wine knowledge, Cocktail listing, Fine dining service, etc...
But still the management doesn't impress me
Nor my pay is attractive AT ALL =(
Pfft...
Hope i can discuss my pay with my Manager soon
I guess?

"~Doubts~"

2009-05-18T01:40:00.002+08:00

Well something really sweet happened today~

Yup my Dearest Buddy gave me this Advance B'day present over at dinner just now
No one i mean NO ONE will get this present for me except her
Cause she knows it best and why it's a perfect gift
Right Spongy? Hahah~!
Nevertheless sweetest present ever!!!
Thanks girl really love it =)

AND!!!!

Check out my awesomely designed headphones!!
Credits-Fredrik!!!
Thx bro for making it ONE and ONLY in the world
Hahah LOVE it too!!

More updates to come!!
And yea that means "revival" of my blog
=)

"~Bikini Bottom's Friendship~"

2009-05-04T19:34:00.003+08:00

OFFICIAL ANNOUNCEMENT!
This blog is gonna be stagnant for awhile...
Not sure till when but yea~
Don't expect much updates!
Wait who am i kidding...
Nobody really reads my blog anyway...
Bye blog!

"~Last post?~"

2009-05-03T13:43:00.003+08:00

DJ Tiesto Power Mix -
Trance never fails to brightened my day
=)

Oh and i got my new job at "SOCIAL HOUSE"
Semi-high class Japanese dining CUM Club
Hahaha sounds interesting!
Hope i wont meet TOO many fucked up colleagues
=P

"~LOVE COMES AGAIN!!-Tiesto~"

2009-04-29T23:26:00.002+08:00

Well the NS shit is still on-going
Sick of it totally...
And the best part?
THEY HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED INVESTIGATION
How "efficient" is that?
Bah fuck it
I'm more excited abt the job interview tml
Hope it will go smoothly
...At least?

"~Deep mess~"

2009-04-26T20:15:00.004+08:00

Celebrated my ORD with
Fon, Xinger, "Princess", Sharon, Qinyi, Roger
Haha things didn't really went quite well
BUT fun was still there without fail ^^
Really appreciate those who came
And those who cant make it and wished me
Thank you all of you!!!

You guys never fail to make my day =)
Love ya all!
(More pictures on my facebook~!)

"~Free? Nah not yet~"

2009-04-24T01:08:00.002+08:00

Today suppose to be a joyious day for those who are ORDing
YET i'm here fucking depressed and dwelling on how STUPID I AM
My phone got confiscated by another camp security management
JUST BECAUSE I'M STUPIDLY LAZY TO CHANGE TO A NON CAMERA PHONE...
Oh yea and great news is the phone will be investigated for further action to be taken on me, and chances are i'm gonna be in a HELL LOTS OF SHIT...
HOW FUCKTACULIOS IS THAT?
Best ORD "gift"?
DEFINITELY WITHOUT A FUCKING DOUBT

"~FUCKINGLY AMAZINGLY STUPID ME!!!~"

2009-04-19T05:17:00.002+08:00

Impromptu Arcade Meet-up
Hamster's Birthday celebration
40hrs of no-bedtime
Sleeping now
Another Birthday celebration later...
Dead soon
Sign off...

"~tight Tight TIGHT SCHEDULE!!!~"

2009-04-18T00:12:00.002+08:00

I'll always idolise those who could do stuff like this!!!

Wish i could learn a trick or two haha
(Maybe i'll break a bone or two in the process...=_= )

Anyway went for UNIQLO's interview with Fon and Sam
REALLY hope we can all get to work there
I bet it would be hack loads of FUN!!!
Well exactly a week till i ORD!!!!!
Means i need to get a job real soon...
Bah oh well i still got like 5 bday's to attend
Gosh its draining my $$$$ BIG TIME
T_T i hate april...
=P

"~Stopped~"

2009-04-12T01:40:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since i met muthnis for dinner~
As usual failed destination
And make-do-with-this-place for dinner
Va-va-VOOM!!!

Great food at reasonable price!

Gotta love their desserts too!

And there's always someone cute in view!!!(Vain...)
Best of all GST FREE!!!!
And thx bitch =)

Anyway went for Yokey's bday celebration down at ECP yst
Hack loads of ppl
But the rain kinda spoil the day just a WEEEE bit
Lots of discussion and changes too
Cake cutting session followed by sabotage from our friendly members
Dispersed only close to 10pm
Overall fun day at East Coast ^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOKEY!

"~Stepping stones~"

2009-04-10T23:41:00.003+08:00

So much fears
I can't even express or say it
Everything's far too similar
That I'm kinda scared...
I'm just like any other human, feelings that is
This "game" that we have to play
Can we just stop it? Or one is just simply obliged to participate...
Getting rather tired...
Guess i should end this soon

"~Dilemma~"

2009-04-07T17:56:00.002+08:00

This youtube video made my day
FUCKING HILAROUS
One of the dumbest "Price is right player"

And sadly... Le Nior haven't got back to us yet!!!
Arghhh come on!! 6 more hours before the day ends
CALL US QUICK!!!
=(

"~Shifting to normal civilian lifestyle! XD~"

2009-04-05T22:51:00.003+08:00

Another dramatic movie =/
Action? yes
Makes sense? maybe
Worth watching? you decide yourself
Rating? 2.49999999999999/5

Anyway came back home and found my mom did smth sweet for us

(Sorry u might need to click and view the pictures)
Hahaha we LOVE you too Mom!!! ^^

"~Job hunting~"

2009-04-05T00:39:00.002+08:00

This movie is kinda over the top
Lots of BIG superstars
Extremely dramatic scenes
BUT still its a movie by our infamous Jackie Chan
So its worth watching ^^
3/5 for me

Anyway i got a NEW PHONE!!!

Samsung Pixon WEEE!!!
Totally paid nothing for this 8MP, touchscreen phone!!
But the downside is...
I need to get a mp3 player soon =/
Whatever~

"~20 MORE DAYS!!!!!!~"

2009-04-01T22:39:00.003+08:00

Things were going a little too... smooth i say
Well at least the truth is spoken
I'm contended with just that ^^
I made my assumptions,but lucky i didn't follow em
A lesson learned will always be a lesson learned
Btw~
HAPPY APRIL's FOOL EVERYONE!
Hope u got tricked at least by someone XD
(I almost did...)
=(

"~My Messed Up Greenies Associates SUCK~"

2009-04-01T05:04:00.002+08:00

Caught the movie
"Tales of Despereaux"

With Yokey and "Princess" a.K.a Sam a.K.a Master a.K.a...
Ok shut up
Freaking cute movie btw
Although we kept questioning about stuff at times
But overall worth watching it =D

Dropped by chinatown after that
And met up with Aunty "z"
Got some cosplaying stuff
Head over to Plaza Sing THEN Suntec
To get Nothing!
Cool huh?
Oh did i mentioned i was semi-abducted too?
Feels lucky to be still here anyway
XD

"~LAST 7 working days!!~"

2009-03-30T23:24:00.002+08:00

Looks farmiliar?
YUP 3rd successful JB's CFH outing!!!!
Aaaaa.... taste so heavenly as usual
=)

Yes!!! enjoying my last month at home
Pretty much done up most of my stuff in cam
My understudy will takeover stuff from now on!!
I'm evil i know XD

Are you the one?
Hmm?

"~24 more days!!!~"

2009-03-25T20:55:00.003+08:00

Haha updating some outdated pictures
14/03/09
JB's Curry fish head outing~

Yes finally we made it in time!!!

*SHUN*

Patiently waiting...

Kao "xiao yi ge" le

Thats better!

Only FIVE?!??!

Wheres my share T_T

Hahah satisfied! ^^

Well I'm down to 10 WORKING DAYS!!!
I know I'm kinda spamming it everywhere
But just cant help feeling excited about it!!!
CANT WAIT FOR THAT DAY TO ARRIVE
24/04/09
=))

"~WEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!~"

2009-03-19T20:21:00.003+08:00

My 6years buddy
That went thru thick and thin with me
Always there to help me spot for hot babes
Constantly looking out for tasty snacks
Share the same vision with me
Knew my secrets
Saw the world with me...

4 days ago...
He met an accident
Was severed into half...
Right in front of my eyes
I couldn't even believe what i just witness
Didn't even get a chance to say goodbye...

I'm gonna show you the severed picture now
Look away if you must...
(Note* its not exactly horrifying, kinda funny if you asked me)

(You have been warned)

Yup it was my spectacles LOL!!!
And this "Accident" SO happen it falls between 2 of my duties...
Literally semi-blind for 4 days
Its seriously not enjoyable i swear
Anyway sorry if i managed to scare you
No harm intended XD!!

"~My new specs is kinda....Weird?~"

2009-03-14T23:51:00.006+08:00

Oops!
Sorry if i scared you with that emo post~
Sorry all and thanks for the care =)
Anyway its fucking high time i get this shitload of pics uploaded~
Enjoy~!!

10/03/09
Ubin Outing trip

OK
WOW
YOU BETTER ENJOY EVERY SINGLE PIC
CAUSE THAT TOOK LIKE 15mins of CLICK AND PASTE
More details when i've time
Thats all for today~

"~38 MORE DAYS!!~"

2009-03-08T21:32:00.002+08:00

First of all
*Faceplam me-self*
K this is downright stupid of me
I admit that seriously...
Never i would wanna be in that situation again
(I needa hold back on my words arghhh!!)
*Faceplam again*
Once is enough don't let it happen again
I learnt my lesson
Sorry once again
Goopy gouper's outing next?
=)

"~Friendship is a wonderful thing~"

2009-03-08T20:00:00.006+08:00

Just like last time
Nothing's changed
I'm utterly speechless now
All this time just for today
Thanks for letting me know i'm a hypocrite
I didn't even knew that i was...
You just don't know how much all this really hurts don't you?
I'm just another "disposable" of yours isn't it?
Such a letdown
Seriously...

"~Is this what you really want?~"

2009-03-08T08:18:00.002+08:00

Hmm i just realised i forgotten to mention alot of stuff
But whatever dam lazy nowadays =(
Oh yea celebrated Jovelle's birthday at east coast having bbq
(One of my cosplay team member)
And i just cant think of anymore details...
Hmmm i really getting old
And THANK YOU aunty 'Z' for constantly reminding me as uncle
Maybe thats the cause of me no remembering anything?
Anyway!

(THE END)

"~Lazy Sunday, Lazy Me~"

2009-03-03T23:05:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!!

CHECK OUT MY SEXY NEW EARPHONES!!!
FUCK YEA AUDIO-TECHNICA!!!!

And PLEASE heed my advice
If you ever need Headphones/Earphones
GO TO FUCKING 'JABEN's'
I tried like close to 10 different sets before i decided on this one
And they don't give a fuck but TOP class services
Ask me for more details on the place
I would be THRILLED to bring u personally there
I just love to see and hear the way they serve their customers
Freaking awesome!!!
( And i'll keep u guessing for the price of my headphones =P )

"~HEADPHONES ROCKS!~"

2009-03-01T23:57:00.003+08:00

(Edited)
5th Attempt for JB's Curry Fish Head

Yea yet again failed...
5th fucking time!!
Zzzzz i want my CURRY FISH HEAD!!!!
=(

Like always
Food>Everything and pretend nothing happened...

Anyway a random bullshit before i end the post

Yes he's fucking drunk
WTF right?

"~How the hell???~"

2009-02-26T18:19:00.001+08:00

Hmmm my blog is getting rusty yet again...
But fear not!!!
Gonna post smth REALLY special soon
Its a tribute to all my readers
=)

"~Keep guessing~"

2009-02-25T06:20:00.002+08:00

57 more DAYS!!!!
Finally everything is gonna end soon
I'm SOOOO ready to start anew out "there"
Making my own future
But still i gotta prepare myself for camp now =(
I'm late already and still blogging here
BAH! who cares?
ORD LOH!!!!!

"~Satisfaction~"

2009-02-21T01:20:00.002+08:00

Random pic to start things up~

A Merc totally disfigured by birdshit
And sadly its only his car along the whole row of cars parked there!!!
LOL!!

Anyway

WEEE!!! yet another nights out in town~~!!
But this time everything went totally wrong...

On the way to disaster path...

-1st screwed up-
'The Arena'

Fuck the music

Ugly Cheena crowd

Lousy Indian DJ(MUST BE THEM)

Screwed up dancefloor

FUCK THE ARENA!!!
Seriously ridiculously LOUSY!!!
Everything in it SUCKS!!!!
First and last time PERIOD!

But we did enjoy messing around with the lightnings in it~!

COOL RIGHT?

She'll haunt you...

And you know it...

Oh yea the baggage area was equally eerie...
But the auntie in it was grumpy and damn attitude

I really cant believe i actually paid 28 bucks just to make myself angry!!
Horrible place(We barely spent 45mins in it...)

Just as we're about to cab over to living room to get some good music...

Mama's Caribbean bar lured us with some awesome ELECTRO TRANCE!!
WEEE!!!
Crashed at the place(altho its closing soon=/ )
Shuffling time!!!

The DJ did a great job!!
But too bad happiness is always shortlived...

Cabbed over to Living Room anyway after that~!

-2nd screwed up-
We walked over to the place
DJ was spinning mad music
Getting hyped!
All ready to sweat it OUT!!
And then....

WE GOT FUCKING BOUNCED OUT!!!

zzzzzzzzzzz.......

-3rd screwed up-
No we have nowhere to go
Solution?
Walked over to Cineleisure
Get some food and drinks
And wait for the first bus services
=(

While walking there....
Cant help but to make ourselves a lil more happy
HAHAH!!

Emo-1

Emo-2

Emo(Or siao?)-3

Camera-rejecting Emo-4

Lol classic!

Got really bored and shuffled on the roads~(there was till cars O_O)
Failed anyway =P

Yup reached our destination anyway~
Crapped talked till daybreak...
BUT!!
Some Blangla "babe" decides to take a nap!?!??!

LOL dam rabak!!

And that pretty much ended the night
Alright thats all i gotta update for now
Duty in 4 fucking hours...
Fucking hate this...
=(

"~NOTHING beats stupidity~"

2009-02-15T18:25:00.002+08:00

Gosh... i just slept 1/4 of my weekends away...
But i stayed awake for the past 3/4 days straight!!!
(Means 36hrs of no-bedtime)
Well meet up with Fon for dinner on friday

Yes surprisingly this curry fish head at Nana Thai's restaurant
IS GOOD!!!(Comparable to JB's outlet that we missed 4 times...)

And their drinking cups is SUPER unique
(Kindly ignore that Bitch's middle fingers)

Hahah later on she left for work and i went off to meet TBN~
Meet up with my Die-hard Dota cliques in the group
Kisame was having a birthday chalet~
Briefly said "Happy birthday" and left with them for DOTA!!!

BUT!!!!!!!!!!

Everything went fucking wrong for the DOTA outing...

1st stop-Yishun 'CHAMBERS'
They didn't allow non-members in and they couldn't register new ones either...REJECTED x1

2nd stop-Bukit timah 'IRC'
This time we got our membership, BUT ALL EXPIRED and we need to wait 7 FUCKING days after we re-register but we need to play NOW!!!
so...REJECTED x2

3rd stop-Bukit timah 'FUNLAND lanshop'
Finally instant memberships and manage to get ourselves a comp...but we celebrated too early... CAUSE IT CLOSES AT 3am and we're suppose to play overnight!!! crap...REJECTED x3

Last stop-10 mile Junction "Cant rmb the shop name"
YES!!!! finally decent comps and its 24hrs NO membership, NO waiting, NO PROBLEMS!!!
But still...we lost every single matches we played except the last game...
Lose till pek chek ARH!!!
Thx to Dammit for contributing to our loses LOL!!!

Breakfast at MAC

See our faces? lose dao sian...
Hahaha!

Head home after that and get some quick rest~
Before heading off to meet TBN V'day outing at vivo again later at night!
Lazy to update anything more
So i'll just stop here!

And fuck i'm on duty again in 3 hrs time...
Screw this!

"~ITS GETTING NEARER!!~"

2009-02-13T12:59:00.002+08:00

Arghhh!!!
Was suppose to be prawning last night...
And i'm suppose to be damn tired and sleeping now..
INSTEAD i wasted my off that i applied today
Blogging about what was SUPPOSE to happen!!!!
Big "THANKS" to Nad and partially Fon
LOL!! =P

"~ The Art Of 'Putting Aeroplane' ~"

2009-02-10T23:53:00.003+08:00

Whats with this weird nostalgic feelings
Its already suppose to be gone...
No particular reasons
Maybe there is?
What a joke...
I've forgiven you
But yet i still hate you
Contradictions?
Pretty much like it
Just go away altogether
And stop reminding me
Thank you...
?

This will be the last one
No more...

"~Final Tributes~"

2009-02-09T23:33:00.003+08:00

07/02/09

JB trip!!

On the way there~

Well our initial plan was to go for the legendary curry fishhead
ENDED UP JUST SO BECAUSE SOMEONE WAS LATE!!!
We missed it YET again for the 4th time...

Look how happy she is EVEN THO ITS HER FAULT?!!
Whatever...

Ended up at Secret recipe for a random meal...
But Camwhoring was still part of the activities that day
So....

Smartass No.1

Smartass No.2

DumblatecomerandrealtimeASS No.3

More random pics~

hahaha =P

Well i would say we're pretty LUCKY that day...
Shan't elaborate much =)

On the way home...(Still Camwhoring)

We're forced for to take the last pic...
HAHAHA!!!

Went Clarke quay after that for dinner
Before Fon left for work at Attica~

When there is food, She's ALWAYS happy

THE END~!

"~Addicted to Bak Kut Teh~"